IVAN ;D

Busy !

2012-02-11T18:18:00.002+08:00

Just realised i haven't posted for almost a month!

Well, i'm going to keep this post short since I've still got homework to do!

School has been quite awesome so far!

Starting to settle down in MJC and get used to the new style of teaching!

Actually i kind of like lectures! (maybe this will change after a few more months)

Had cca fair yesterday!

I really don't know what cca to join! :(

Trying out for ODAC so going for the interview on monday!

If not i should join some other clubs already!

Would post whenever i have the time!

Till then! :)

CHINESE NEW YEARRRRRRRR!

2012-01-19T22:35:00.002+08:00

Chinese New Year is coming! Oh Yeah~ !

And its gonna be awesome.

I mean the only festival/holidays that i looked forward to is really Chinese New Year.

Besides getting all the angpows ,( $_$ )

It's also the only occasion that i really spend more time with my relatives.

And all the CNY goodies are ......... ~~sinful~~ awesome!

So yeah, a very short post to REVIVE my blog :D

Oh Dear!

2012-01-08T09:45:00.002+08:00

O level results releases TOMORROW. 明天. ESOK. कल. αύριο. demain. วันพรุ่งนี้. domani.내일. あす

A New Year, A New Beginning .

2012-01-01T12:23:00.021+08:00

HAPPY 2012 PEOPLE! :)

2011 indeed passed by very quickly, with numerous ups and downs.

But I've got to say, 2011 in overall, was a pretty good year for me, in fact to me, it's much better than 2010.

As 2011 marks the end of my secondary life, I've to admit, my secondary school life wasn't as bad as I always claimed it was.

In 2011, I've made many new friends, get to interact with the new secondary 1 juniors and forging even stronger bonds with some friends that I never really talked to.

Good times were spent with both 4E6 and Council.

4E6'11, I had a really good time with the class through numerous funny moments in class! Especially those times that we like to make fun of Mr Wee, and the various events and gatherings we spent together such as the Teachers' Day performance which was a blast. Totally awesome.

I must say that I may not be very enthusiastic about NCC, but i really miss all the shit and trainings, and most importantly all my platoonmates! I must say it had been an incredible 4 years. Would totally remember all the punishments we endured together, all the epic birthday bashes we give each other and also our very own annual camp! I'll always remember our POP too!

During the last 2 months before O levels, I've really enjoyed studying with my study group! (TickFang, Jamie, Eunice, Stephanie, Dewy, Murni and Zul, Johari and Edmund). Really had a great time with them! Always enjoyed coming to school to study with them. Thank you for all their help in the various subjects and not forgetting the fun times we had together!

Council, I really love the 12th a lot! I've got to say we're awesome. Will always remember all the gossiping and not forgetting all the fun and joy and tears and sweat that we've been through! Hopefully we have another gathering/outing some day some time in the year!

Also, I got to say, the secondary 2s(sec 3s this year!) had been awesome. Although I handed my duties over to Benedict early in the year, but I can see that all of them grow into a much more confident person! Really enjoyed working with them! I've to apologise for not being the best LC, but I really do hope they would really step up this year when they take over!

Not forgetting the people sitting around me in Chinese class (Zheliang,Peiyee,Krystal,Angela) who made me look forward to attending Chinese class because we would always do funny things during lessons, especially laughing at zheliang for all his lame jokes and mimics. I'll also miss pulling miss Tay YanLi aka BHB lady's hair awww! LOL. No la, And also all the random talks and bullshits we give each other LOL.

Also, my primary school clique. We still hang out together even after so many years, and I know there are more outings to come!

In 2011, I've also tried to change my character by trying to be more open, which I think has made me a better person.

Not forgetting that in 2011, I've came to realised how stressful and terrifying O levels was, but nonetheless I've survived that period.

Of course,there are bad times in 2011 too. I lost some friends along the way, which I thought was quite saddening and also got into quarrels with some of my friends. Not forgetting the times I always feel that I was forever alone.

The times that I felt that I was always the one stuck in the middle for almost everything.

I truly hope 2012 would be a good year for me ; new environment, new people.

My 2012 resolution?

-Good results!

-Slim down!

-Stop being so pessimistic about almost everything.

- Make loads of new friends and forge strong friendships!

The Next Milestone .

2011-12-24T00:11:00.005+08:00

Just by reading my previous post, I think I didn't really post properly, it was all in point forms . :\

Probably this is the result of not studying for nearly a month. My English standard has degraded quite significantly :(

Speaking of studying, I'm still not sure which path I would want to take -- JC or Poly . My brain kept telling me to opt for a JC, but my family members kept teasing me that I'm not really a JC type of student because i tend to be more of a playful person, I mean, I myself also admit it. This really make me doubt myself ; Am i really able to cope with the stress that is going to be thrown to me if i go to a JC? However, I just want the best for me which I felt that probably the JC route would be much easier for me, I just needed to change my attitude and habits, being more self-disciplined for the 2 years.

I'm still keeping an open mind though, because anything could still change my mind as long as i have not submit my JAE application yet. All I want for myself, is to not have any regrets when i'm posted to the designated school.

Lastly, I hope that during the day when i collect my O level results, I wouldn't be too disappointed.

Forever and Always .

2011-12-14T17:42:00.004+08:00

WHOO, love them so much :)

So, we finally went out for an outing! Wheee! (though it was a short one!)

Me and Krystal was the earliest to reach, as always LOL.

Then Angela came a train after.

We ended up waiting for Miss Tay Yan Li for 45minutes cos she overslept and she needed to eat her lunch. HAHA.

Went out of the gantry at orchard and saw renjie there! haha coincidence much.

We went to ion to find frederick!

All the way up to 4th level haha!

After that, we went to find the A&F models again hahahaha!

Went back to Wisma to find renjie after the girls had their fills of hot guys.

Train-ed to bugis to find sinyee.

Yanli repaid her 'debt' by treating us sharetea! Thanks! though a bit bad of us !

Went to bugis street after that to shop!

All of them bought something and they wanted me to buy something too LOL.

But I'm determined to save my money.

They pulled me to a shop to look around, which I of course, didn't buy anything despite their constant encouragement LOL.

Went home after that since Krystal had to attend a wedding!

A great day with them! :DD

Impromptu .

2011-12-10T00:10:00.003+08:00

Hey all! Its been long since my last post because,

1)I've nothing much to post about,

2) It was just plain laziness.

Anyways, went out with my mum today(or you could say yesterday since its 12am now) since she took leave.

We really didn't have any ideas of where we wanna go.

But since my mum wanted to try out the new circle line, so we decided to decide only when we're on the train.

On the train, my mum saw the station "haw par villa" and she immediately decided that we should go there to check it out since i've never been there before and the last time my mum went there was like 20 years ago.

I was fascinated by how the sculptures can still look good, when it has been there for like many decades. We also went to browse the sculptures for the ten courts of hell.

After browsing the sculptures with the descriptions of how each prisoner who has done a specific evil deed was punished, it kind of made me think twice about committing such deeds (which i have committed some of them already, oh no!).

After that, we went to pasir panjang to have our lunch.

After lunch, we headed to vivo. My mum shopped at tangs for xmas presents to exchange. Since there wasn't really much to shop, we travel to OG in chinatown, which i bought 2 pairs of bermudas.

By then, my legs were aching already, so we decided to head home.

What a Day!

Not easy,not easy at all.

2011-11-20T22:17:00.002+08:00

I'm back from children's camp! :D

Really shag now. I can literally jumped into bed now and drift off to lalaland even though I already had an afternoon nap from 2-7 .

That's the consequence for sleeping only for around 1 and a half hour .

Well, it's really not my fault. I was really wide awake till around 5 where i slowly feel the fatigue kicking in. By then it was all too late!

Anyways, I guess i learnt a lot from children's camp.

One thing for sure is that, It is really not easy to be a parent,especially when your child is at a young tender age. They tend to be really active and have a naive mindset. Sometimes it's really difficult to get their attention and most importantly, do what you'd asked them to do. Sometimes, you just have to keep your cool and have the patience when teaching them something. I mean you cannot really scold them because they are still kids after all. The tendency of them being childish and playful is really high.

Even though some of them would annoy me at times, I still feel happy when all these children talk to me with their innocent faces and their smiles and laughters really warms my heart.

Overall, i feel that i've enjoy the camp and i hope that the children enjoy the camp too :)

Finally Not Rotting At Home.

2011-11-16T22:13:00.003+08:00

YEEHAW!

Okay first post after O levels! wheee!

So today, i finally managed to get my butt out of the house, and i really mean FINALLY.

Thanks to Weijie for asking me out on a movie date since he got 2 free tickets.

So we headed to Lot 1, since that is the nearest place with a shaw cinema theatre.

We really did not know what to watch so we played scissors, paper and stone to decide. I win, so we watched you are the apple of my eye, a taiwanese movie which is nc16; My first nc16 movie after i turned 16. Talk about LONG.

And we were stupid enough to buy the 2:50pm show when we know there was a 12:40pm show when we reached there at 1130am! We only realised it was so early when we were on the escalator.

I mean it was a disaster as we have to spent 2 hours and 30minutes in misery and boredom after we had our lunch at the food court! In the end we went round in circles in lot 1 TWICE for about 1 hour before deciding to spend our next hour in bukit panjang plaza, which wasn't quite a good place to loiter either!

We were so happy when the clock strike 2:30pm, like it took aeons!

Anyways, the movie was an awesome movie. Its pretty much about romance with a lot of humour(most are made up of sexual humour) and a hell loads of vulgarities. I actually learnt the chinese word for fuck through the movie. Had a really good laugh, though i didn't really liked the ending, except the kissing part , that was totally hilarious!

Had a really great time with WeiJie today! Thanks again! :)

Signing off now~

BYE!

Freedom .

2011-11-06T01:35:00.002+08:00

Pretty glad I've survived the toughest week ever .

Now I'm feeling pretty relieved and I will be through with Os with the Paper ones for sciences!

Loving every second of this feeling where you can just do anything you want to do.

Need to go out soon to enjoy myself while i can before the holidays end.

(hopefully i could find people to go out with..)

Till now,

Bye!

Holy Shit .

2011-10-21T21:44:00.002+08:00

O levels is kicking off with English this Monday.

Shit.Shit.Shit.Shit.Shit.Shit.Shit.Shit.Shit.Shit.Shit.Shit.Shit.

Goodbyes are tough .

2011-10-15T23:09:00.001+08:00

I'm missing 4E6'11 , my friends and my teachers already... :(

Busy schedule

2011-09-29T22:13:00.001+08:00

I will be back after O levels...

What Makes you Beautiful .

2011-09-02T23:42:00.002+08:00

Hey! I'm still in time to wish all teachers Happy Teachers' Day!

Finally got the chance to perform for the teachers' day concert, since it has always been a tradition for all graduating classes to perform. All i could say is good job to everyone! Hope our sincerity,hard work and gratitude was felt by all the teachers who were present. Had loads of fun while performing despite the slight hiccups of the number of desks and chairs we brought backstage, but still overall, its very well done! Did not have the chance to see the video montage beforehand, so when they played the video to the school on the screen, i was totally embarrassed to see some of my unglam photos!

Recently, have been searching for nice songs and recently, i also made the effort to learn more about the lyrics in the songs. The songs that i think are nice to me are:

-What Makes you Beautiful by One Direction(As you can see its my title for this entry). Its a really catchy songs, and who says boy bands are only eye candies? These boys sure can sing, and they are all in their teens too.

-Louder by Charice. I mean, i always have been a fan of her, because i really like her vocals . This songs is really nice!

-Rolling In the Deep by Adele. This song is so popular that everyone sings it. I mean, who wouldn't? It's really addictive and i love the lyrics too. I actually get to know this song through Glee and also this song will always be sung by many of my classmates! Sometimes, i would sing along too .

Actually, i should really stop wasting my time on these things, but i can't help it .. O's in a month plus' time.

Envy .

2011-08-18T20:43:00.002+08:00

What I'm feeling right now is unexplainable.

I'm supposed to be happy, i mean i am in some ways, but i just have this weird feeling within me.

Got to know my MT O levels results today.

They started off by telling us our percentage passes and MSG then moved onto telling us about the percentage of distinction. When i saw 81% for my CL band, i was feeling rather depressed since i may be the 20% that didn't get it.

When Miss Goh called out my name and slowly revealed my results, i was really very shocked as I actually predicted a B3 for myself. Seeing myself getting an A2, I was overjoyed, but after awhile, the feeling starts kicking in when i see people getting their A1s. I mean, A2 isn't really bad and i really shouldn't complain, but who doesn't feel the way i am feeling right now if you've gotten an A2? Anyways, I've decided that i should just stick to my results and chosen not to retake, as i've other subjects to focus on.

Hopefully, this would be some sort of motivation for me to work harder for my other subjects .

Hectic yet again .

2011-07-17T08:32:00.003+08:00

Another yet hectic week has just passed and another one is coming my way :(

Probably this week would be more hectic than the last.

There's tons of tests and i still have the National Accounting Quiz to participate which clashes with my English Prelim Orals. :((

Not forgetting there's a SS test this coming tuesday and i have no clue where my sec 3 SS textbook is. I only remembered using it in the previous SS test! -.-

Anyways, i think i'm going to dump this blog soon since its really dead + people don't really use blogger nowadays since there's twitter!

Bye!

Hectic .

2011-07-07T22:00:00.002+08:00

Have been long since i last posted.

Doubt my blog still have readers besides those bots that spammed my tagbox.

Had my O Level Chinese Orals on tues.

Can say i was really nervous!

but the whole group of us got carried away talking about what we're going to during teacher's day.

Then i realised i was up next to be tested!

I can say im quite lucky to get an average conversation topic, but i stutter a lot. even the reading too ;(

In the end i don't even know what i'm talking about during conversation!

But, all i have to say is, its over so there's no point crying over spilt milk.

Lessons had been really hectic recently. Due to the change of system of timetables and the introduction of subject days which has made my curriculum time dragged till 5 everyday except for wednesdays . So i'll be like TGIW instead hahas.

There's really nothing more to update about, so yeah, see you soon? :)

JAJAJAJAJAJA

2011-06-12T09:25:00.002+08:00

Welcome Back, China fieldtrip people! :)
Anyways, it was super fun yesterday with yanli,krystal and angela!
went to bugis and town to go shopshop.
It's damn fun teasing krystal! *水娘娘~* HAHA.
anyway, bought a polo tee, actually wanted to buy a shirt buy nvm~

Wanted to buy toms, but it cost 89bucks. *gasp for air!*
But my sis has agreed to sponsor me half price for my birthday WHEEE.
so maybe on my birthday, going out to town to grab my tomssss! hehehe.

ROD on 25th June :))))

2011-05-07T09:19:00.002+08:00

It has been a month since i last posted.
Time passed by so fast and now its already half a year.
Another few months and i will be taking my O's.
I'm also finishing my prelims soon, a few more papers to go.
I think my prelim results would not be good. At least that's what i think.
Cos i didn't really study much.
The GE fever is at its peak today, cos its polling day!

Memories .

2011-04-08T21:53:00.003+08:00

POP for NCC today.
Suddenly i feel super sad after i threw my beret in the air.
I somehow regretted now really putting my 100% be it in participation or effort during normal trainings.
Somehow i was overwhelmed with remorse that i didn't bond well with my platoon but yet felt happy that i pass out with them.
All the memories of having tekan and all the funny things that happened flashed in my head.
All of them are really good memories maybe some bad experiences here and there. Time passes really fast and i have to step down from council really soon and hand over my duty to the next LC. I really hope that whoever takes over me will do a much better job than me as i really admit that i am not the best Level Coordinator of the sec 2s. I hope this person will help to strengthen the bonds of the sec 2s which i somewhat failed to do so as a LC.
Well, I will miss the sec 2s really much when i step down from council, but hey, looking at the bright side, I'll still be seeing them in school.
Time really flies, and in no time, i would be the day where i have to sit for my O's.

ACHOO.

2011-03-28T17:49:00.004+08:00

Feeling super sick.
flu + sorethroat + headache isn't a good combination...
anyways, gotten back the compo where we can check the dictionary or research on the topic. Was super happy cos i've gotten 17.5/30. It's my first time passing after like 2 years! keep getting 13 or 14. i think my highest i've ever gotten was like 15? Now, im super motivated and determined to do well for the next compo.
Adam Khoo's motivational workshop for the next 3 days. Hope i can enjoy it!

POP on friday~ bittersweet feeling.

Byebye!

WHOOOSH!

2011-03-02T17:28:00.002+08:00

Amath lesson is disastrous. Ohmygosh.
Who even invented integration. I seriously am clueless about integration.
Super scared that i can't make it for this chapter. Sigh...
Hopefully I can understand the chapter better when my tuition starts teaching it.

My class is offically addicted to the illogical logic game/lame brain teasers.
"How do you get 62 - 63 = 1 by only moving a single digit without moving the '-' and '=' signs?"
"Johnny WHOOOSH!"
Haha had so much fun just now with WenHui and PeiLih as we kept bombarding Zul with all these questions!
Ohhhh, not forgetting that my class is also addicted to the bottle/cup game. Since Murni learnt the game in the Sec3 camp from class 3e5, my class has started to learn that and kept on playing it. I remembered vaguely that i had played this game during p5 camp before! Haha, then me,wenhui and peilih invented new and cool ways/effects to play the game. Wheee!

Gone by the wind.

2011-02-21T20:40:00.003+08:00

So sorry to my readers, [if there are still people who even come to my blog anymore.]
I know i hadn't been blogging much nowadays since school is now such a boring place to be in.
Well, for this 4 days, the sec 3s will be having their sec 3 camp so there isn't anyone to build up to the queue during recess and lunch anymore. Yay!

But,Sherrin and Murni went to the sec 3 camp as facilitators which means I[together with simon] have to do the morning anouncement. :(
Did it in the morning just now, people still complain they can't here what i am saying :(
Blame it on the microphone!

Well, i still think the way is recite the pledge is still very weird.
Anyways, not having Murni in class feels super weird cos there is this eerie silent at the back of the classroom which i do feel awkward.[Well, this is what you will feel for having to tolerate her whining almost everyday!]
Today's lesson was a total bore. No, correction: The lessons held everyday was a total bore. Sheesh, i need to get my motivation to listen in class back, if not i will sleep in class sooner or later :(

There's no homework today, I'm so happy :)

MTAQ.

2011-02-12T22:09:00.001+08:00

Hi.. its been very longggg! LOL
Shall make this a short one.
Most of my results are already out and they aren't good [ except for my maths which i both get distinction ]
oh i failed SS again. I think im cursed to fail ss if mdm saudah continue teaching us ss.
Not forgetting, there's plentiful of homework for this weekends [shucks]
and one of it is geo homework which i seriously have no clue on development. Shall just read the tys answers and try to make it seem like my own LOL.

Oh, just saw haozhe on TV. It's so funny! Because he is like a totally different person on national tv!

I think i'm going to go read my book now, since i've nothing better to do...

Underestimated.

2011-01-20T18:06:00.001+08:00

Haven't posted for this whole week.
Anyways, Monday was my English term test.
It was terrible.
The term test is actually taken from the 2005 O level paper from the Ten Year Series. It is like wth.
And i think my compo went out of point and my speech is like so freaking short! One word; gonecase!

Anyways, moving back to today, PE lesson was the most epic one!
The girls went to play some games while the guys have to go for chin up training.
I'm so surprised i can actually do 1 and a half chin ups. hahaha.
The PE lesson was funny because of Thomas' hilarious behaviour.
First he pulled up his sleeves and then try to do the chin up, but then after doing like 1 or 2, he began to wobble until Mr Nirav said
"You this kind of Vibrator still want to action!"
we all are like laughing like hell.
Because he can't do 3, he must do another 15 pushups.
The funny thing is, after doing only 2, he started to wobble and fell flat on the ground LOL.
Epic PE lesson!

Tomorrow's my chinese term test.
The good thing is, it is only tested on paper 1!Which i think should be okay, since i've gotten 16/20 for the recent 表扬类公函.I don't know why my chinese suck so much but i can do quite well for paper 1!

Sheer Motivation and hardwork.

2011-01-11T21:16:00.004+08:00

Was at the hall yesterday at 2pm to witness my seniors collecting their O levels results. The overall L1B5 did improve as compared with the previous year from 14.5 to 14.2 . I wonder how much more will we improve or even deprove when we are at the hall next year, sitting on the floor waiting anxiously to hear about the news.
I was down for an impromptu duty of helping the form teacher to give out the JAE booklet and some pamphlets from the various JCs and Poly. I was indeed freaking out when i see extremely bad results being reflected on the O levels cert which really depressed/stressed me up a lot. I imagined that happening to me too next year which i certainly hoped not. Somehow, this kind of motivated me to put in more effort into my homework and pay more attention during lessons.
I hope that I can get at least a 10-pointer when i get my O level results next year.
Yes, its time for me to work hard!

Orientation .

2011-01-08T23:14:00.004+08:00

The Sec 1 Orientation has been awesome. Although it was a frustrating start, but it ended with good memories to take away.
I took 1e6'11 anyways. It does somehow bring back memories of being in 1e6. I feel rowdy boys and some girls that are really crazy. I was wrong about this class as they were really dead on the first day. But they prove me wrong as they became very high.
They called me Teddy Bear , thanks to Lin who said that i was sweet and creepy at the same time. What a contradiction.
Anyways, most of them texted me and added me on facebook. ^^
I really enjoyed myself this 4 days ! including today's cca bazaar!

Draggg.

2011-01-03T12:44:00.003+08:00

School's starting tomorrow which is totally not a good sign.
Thought i could at least buy some time to do my homework because of the sec 1 orientation but i have to attend lessons for the first 1 or 2 period tomorrow which is totally not good especially when you know that your FT will collect ALL the homework from every subject. Great.
Now I'm trying to finish whatever homework i can finish and hopefully or miraculously, i can complete all my assignments today which is totally impossible.

2011-01-01T12:08:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year!

Leopard IV chalet.

2010-12-22T22:51:00.003+08:00

Leopard chalet is kinda fun.
At least now i know something about mayreshh - He can't bbq either LOL.
Anyways, i didn't sleep on the first night. [miracle! i didn't feel tired until like 10am in the morning!] Was busy playing card games the whole night. Xiaoling especially was having so much fun playing Taiti after learning it.
Moving on to the 2nd day, Played bowling in the morning. I realised that my bowling skills had improved even though i have not played it like months. Wilfred's skills is not bad too.
We went to WWW. and mayreshh broke his specs because shuji leapt on him LOL. And to make matters worst, I don't know how mayreshh even lose his grip on the specs and it went missing. And i managed to pull murni into the water and i'm glad i did since she was having so much fun as compared to staying dry. After that, had our dinner at popeyes and decided to go to the lan shop to play for an hour. I just suck at shooting games.
We went back to the chalet after the game. By then, i was really exhuasted. I managed to hold on until around 1130pm where i drifted off to sleep. Somehow i slept undisturbed until 10am in the morning. We packed up, and checked out of the chalet. Simon wanted a game of bowling, so we followed him to the alley. At the last frame, wilfred striked. Me and sherrin were like Do a turkey! then he striked again. and we were like you can one, just one more! and he was like shaking his head. And he really did bowled a turkey at the last frame.
Anyways, after the game, we went home. and mayreshh still wanted to played pool when we reached yishun. I was too exhausted, everyone was. so we parted ways, and the pool game was scraped.

WhatTheShit.

2010-12-17T10:58:00.002+08:00

School is reopening in another 15 days.(HOLYSHIT)
My homework are like 70% undone which is totally not good when out of the 15 days, i only have like maybe at most a week that i can do my homework.(Double HOLYSHIT)
Anyways, I'll be going for NCC's cohesion day later which includes a bbq. Hopefully, I'll be able to enjoy it.
Speaking of bbq, i think i will be sick of bbq after the holidays after knowing that i have to go through like 3 bbqs within the 15 days. the next bbq will be the leopard's bbq. Then after that will be 3e5's bbq(i think). Maybe I will die of eating too many charcoals LOL. (touchwood of cause LOL.)
Yeah, somehow i have lost the skills of posting in blogger. My posts seems to be so weird/random/whatever you called it.

bee ba bom!

2010-12-11T22:13:00.002+08:00

I think i should revive this blog, since I'm gotten kinda bored of tumblr.
I do hope there are still readers though.
(Holyshit, i forgotten how to update properly on blogger.)
I think i'm still enjoying my holidays LOL while neglecting my homework.
I'm getting really procrastinate-y.
Don't know when i will finish at least one piece of homework LOL.
I kept telling myself tmr shall be the day but the tmr never comes :X

errr. maybe i will come back to blogger? 'll see.

2010-12-04T23:47:00.001+08:00

There goes my homework...

2010-11-18T23:21:00.002+08:00

Back from Taiwan.

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2010-11-03T22:46:00.002+08:00

Esquared study camp....
Taiwan Expedition Trip...
Council Camp...
Sec 4 syllabus...
Prelims...
CCA - ROD...
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O LEVELS.

2010-10-21T21:56:00.001+08:00

Shall post something here when i feel like it. :X
if not can go check out my tumblr page for more updates :)

Fysics!

2010-10-07T17:34:00.002+08:00

I.JUST.DIED.DOING.THE.PHYSICS.PAPER.

Thank God Its Friday.

2010-10-01T16:21:00.003+08:00

Yeap as the title says it TGIF!
I finally understand 85% of light which is good thing! at least i have one less thing to worry about physics.
That explains why for today's physics common test on light, i found it relatively easy as compared to the previous class test which i failed.

leopard training was physically and mentally draining.
Did a couple sets of jumping jacks,the running-while-in-pushup-position thing, the plank and push ups.

Gotten back gonghan which was expected.
I can never praise someone or an organisation. Actually, almost the whole class failed or maybe just pass. only a few manage to clinge a 16 or 17.

Gotten back The emath circles test which I did unexpectedly well. While the i failed the topical test on similarity and congruence/trigo.

Papers start next wed after! Its time for me to do intensive revision soon!

Omgosh.

2010-09-27T21:47:00.003+08:00

Changed my blogskin since i was too bored LOL.

Emath test on circles today.I can't believe i stared at almost all of the questions which cause me to be damn depressed after that. It's seriously depressing when the exercise given were a breeze and the test was a killer.Amath.When it comes to proving identities, i don't like amath. Sheesh.

English paper starts on thurs.I'm a little worry though because my english grades tends to fluctuate.

I shall continue doing my tuition homework now.

Ciao.

abcdefg

2010-09-18T22:29:00.003+08:00

1/2 more weeks to EOY. I'm so unprepared.
CCA offcially stand down yesterday.
Somehow,i kept losing my focus easily recently. Too many distractions at home!
I so hope i won't fail physics again. Hopefully, i would finally,really understand it.
Anyways, this is a random post. You can choose not to read it though.

P.S:My asiansoft acc has been banned for dont know what reasons. sheesh.At least that takes me away from 1 distraction.

Laze Around

2010-09-11T21:13:00.005+08:00

Zomg. Can't believe in a blink of an eye, a week is coming to an end. Somehow, i pretty much prefer not having holidays. I guess I've became quite lazy and have given up on my homework a tad too early. Now i have a long homework agenda not completed. geez i think I'm leaving some homework aside. I wonder why the humanities department likes to give mindmaps for geography holiday assignment so much. Can't believe I've been drawing mindmaps for 3 straight years.
EOY is coming and i'm really not prepared. Seriously screwed.

I guess i shall continue doing my mindmap if not my agenda is never getting shorter.

LONGGG.

2010-09-03T20:22:00.002+08:00

Its been a month plus since i posted. Lost interest in blogging already. hah.
Cleaned the council room today. it looks much more spacious and neat now. Thanks to me,peilih,jikang,sherman and sherrin. heheh. hope NO ONE messes it up again =.=
We still need to sort some things out anyways.
Holidays started but im going for camp tmr night :(
Going for a Mt. Ophir trip tmr with filian,jieliang,benaiah and ya'alif.
going to back by tues. so see you guys then :)
Here, i end my post. seeya in another month's time? or maybe shorter. Depends on my mood heheh.

I want to sing~

2010-08-06T23:05:00.003+08:00

NDP is finally over. Whew.
Was busy for the past few weeks because of the rehearsals.
Think that this year is the only year that i look forward to participate in the parade. haha. Because i feel that colours is fun :D
And to all the seniors who kicked me out of the parade at the very last minute during sec 1 and 2. IN YOUR FACE :D
Parade today was counted as successful though there were some mistakes.
Heard that the fundraising was a success too :)

Tomorrow I'm going to go for flag day. 2nd time doing it! at least this will help me in my cip hours. 9 hours to be exact :D
hope i don't die of the heat/boredom tomorrow :D

strike a balance.

2010-08-01T22:45:00.008+08:00

Shall make this a quickie.
Haven't been updating my blog.[it's half dead anyways.]
NDP is coming. and the rehearsals hasn't been good. with all the scoldings,rantings.
Term test is coming too. Prepared to flunk :\
That's all for now. Bye!

I wonder why, is having a post that important that one can just leave everything else aside,turning into another person, a totally complete person, a stranger?

Lucifer.

2010-07-19T21:28:00.002+08:00

uh. I damn blur today can. i actually forgotten to bring my file with all my ws and hw inside. luckily it didnt affect me that badly. just 2 hw didnt hand up. the teacher asked my hand up tmr anyways.
Trigonometry is seriously killing a lot of people man including me. damn damn difficult can. Dont know who so free go invent this thing. At least let us understand right -_-
I realised for trigo, emath and amath like no diff. -.-
im so gonna flunk the term test. Serious.

Oh and im gonna do cip on 7th Aug. flag day actually. 9 hours :)
should be able to pull my cip hrs up at least i can secure my distinction for cca :D
will think about postponing my tuition.

And im damn happy that there will not be any cca for tmr and fri(i think fri because there's hk farwell dinner) but sadly there's ndp rehearsal on sat. but im happy cos im not in goh but in colours party's escort which i think is fun! at least that makes me look forward to trainings.

Do Re Mi

2010-07-13T22:00:00.003+08:00

Hmmm.. Had hk students from the exchange programme came since yesterday.
Sec 3s only got 2 got buddy so yeah.
Had 2 periods of physics today cos mdm chan is on course. darn. i like chemistry a lot but sad to say imma flunk the test on thurs :\
Damn. im still lost in physics. there goes my test on thurs too.
Emath. started on trigo. toa cah soh. lol.
SS.
didnt have test! Yay!
did chapter 5 bonding singapore.
Geog.
HAD TEST. when all of us were expecting a test for SS but in the end no one study for geog at all... LOL all flunk.
English.
did SW practice.

NCC. came late due to the leadership course thingy.
no GOH training today which is awesome.

Yesterday was awesome too.
especially lunch at 18chefs.
Laughed like mad when we shared our 出丑 experience when we were younger and the stupid things we used to do. especially wenhui. her things all damn funny one.
Then they commented that i have smiley eyebrows which coincidentally, my cousin said that too during my tuition. now when they see me, they will laugh -_-

Assholes.

2010-07-09T23:46:00.003+08:00

Another week has passed! Yay.
Today wasn't that bad.
English had compo test which i 100% chop that i would fail.
Physics. for once, mr wee was so nice that he postponed the test till next thurs cos we all say we're not prepared for the test LOL.
Recess.
drank asshole![inside joke] LOL.
"i want asshole with brown sauce"
"I want asshole with loads of chilli sauce"
"I want small asshole/i want big asshole"

MT.
Plain boring.
Now i detest mt lessons the most.
Gonna have zuowen competition next thurs -.-

Chemistry continued learning acid and bases.
We learnt about chemical equations. and i think its fun!
though a lot people are cursing that they do not know how to do.
there's chem test on periodic table and air next thurs too.[damn it?]

Ncc.
had GOH training.
didnt have enough M16 so used pds rifles.
heheh.

FRISBEEEEE

2010-07-07T21:28:00.003+08:00

Morning annoucement was not good!
press the button on the first bell instead of the second bell urgh. major screw up.
and a lot people can't hear what i say. tsk. shall speak louder next time though i thought i already spoken loud enough.

NYAA PE was fun!
I chose frisbee for the sport.
Haha. its freaking fun and tiring at the same time.
but everyone got addicted playing it.
Now, i look forward to pe haha.

ultimate boredom.

2010-07-05T14:04:00.002+08:00

Staying at home on a holiday is so so boring.
Have no plans of going out today.
All i do at home is using the computer, watching tv.
Gah. feel like asking people out but i haven't finish my chinese hw.

Friday knew my appointment. was appointed as the assistant admin.
was'nt really too bad though i was expecting head admin.
but look on the bright side,Wenkiat was appointed as the head admin and im sure we'll have a good time working together hehe.

School starts tmr. Sigh.

updates.

2010-06-29T18:55:00.003+08:00

Okayy. I think have mia-ed from my blog for quite some time already.
Just some updates about school.
School has been hectic since yesterday.
Gotten a lot of lectures and scoldings from teachers to the class that most of us hadn't completed our hw.
Term test are like 6 weeks from now which is VERY short.
I'm gonna die for physics and amath after i learnt thermal physics plus trigo -.-
Gonna know our permanent appointment for NCC on friday kind of worried?
Oh, thurs is ncc day. gonna wear no. 4 again. :\

omg a lot

2010-06-24T21:20:00.010+08:00

Okay i have like heaps of homework left incompleted with only like 3 days left!
now i have like :

English
~~-2007 compre tys~~
~~-2005 paper 1(compo) tys~~
~~-2005 paper 1(sw) tys~~
~~-2006 paper 1(compo) tys~~
~~-2006 paper 1 tys(sw) tys~~

Chinese
~~-Book review~~
~~-Bao zhang bao dao~~

Amath
~~-Revision Package~~
~~-Online journal~~

Physics
-Pet rocket project
~~-Physics Tys~~
~~-Physics mindmap~~

Humanities
~~-SS powerpoint~~
~~-Geog mindmap~~

die liao lahhhhh. hahaa.

NCC CAMP.

2010-06-20T22:27:00.003+08:00

Will be in NCC camp from

21 June - 23 June.

Cya guys on the 23rd. you guys can message me for this camp heheh.

BARKER!

2010-06-20T00:26:00.002+08:00

Okay. Im Back! [since yesterday] .
thought i might as well post something.
OBS was superb-ly fun especially when you have a great watch ; Barker!
On the first day, was kind of nervous and i prayed really hard that any ytss peeps will be in the same watch as me! but OBS was damn smart. There's 8 watches and 8 ytss people, so each one of us was in each watch. Our instructor was Ann![coincidence much since my facilitator for SLC was Anne too.]
At first we're all kind of cold but soon we started talking a lot haha.
Had 3 days of kayaking from pulau ubin to pasir ris on the 2nd day , pasir ris to punggol on the 3rd day and the 4th day back to pulau ubin. We didn't really bathe for 2 days though. All of us are damn smelly :\
Kim Siew was stung by a jellyfish and we'll started teasing her about it since her jellyfish sting was one of the incident that the 4 watches in each camp was very clear about.
On the 4th day , i was scratching all over like a mad person cos of the salt. Did high elements on the 4th day. I only climbed halfway cos my legs was wobbling like mad! plus i started developing cramps.Was disappointed though and thanks Edmund for motivating me :D
The 5th day, also the end of the course, i was kind of sad as 5days passed by just like that. When im boarding the ferry, it felt weird not being together as a watch cos i was too used to doing everything together. Anyways hope we'll meet again soon Barkers! :D

Yaye I'm gonna have a camp during my birthday! -.-
Which is a totally not a good thing AT ALL.
especially if it is a NCC CAMP.
We're planning it anyways but still there's A LOT of people going for the camp.
I'm damn scared and frightened now -.-
Apparently the OBS ytss peeps discovered my birthday on sun. -.-
I thought i could keep it as a secret and pretend nothing happened till the end of the camp. and i will laugh like mad when i come back home.

Ohhh and i seriously think my hw surely will not be completed in time. heheh

OBS.

2010-06-13T13:48:00.003+08:00

Bleh in another 3 and a half hours time, i will be at yishun mrt, waiting for the obs people. Going to HQ today to stay overnight and they are going to bring us there the next day. Its seriously not a really great idea since i can't bring my handphone or my camera as it is a military camp. Damn it. Or the other hand, going to the ferry terminal will be much convenient for us as transport is provided.

I hope OBS will be fun but i'm still kind of nervous about it even though there are a lot of positive feedbacks from my friends who already went.
So... to those councilors who are going for council camp and laserquest, do have fun! :D

And I will be back on the 18th of June. So do miss me and remeber to T.A.G my blog :D

Seeya peeps.

TECHNORATI!

2010-06-05T22:13:00.002+08:00

So yesterday was the last day of the convention.
It was real fun especially the grand finale!
Everyone was damn high at the grand finale as all the youth community perform. Me,fairus,ekaphat,rachelkwan and pamela were jumping as songs are played haha.
The sad thing was technorati only became high and bonded on the last day.
I didnt join them for faculty dinner though as i thought they forgotten about it. oh well. Really really gonna miss them. Massive spamming of friend requests yesterday in facebook haha. and surely gonna miss anne ,our facilitator! She is the best! Ohhh, and i get to know James from Voilax,simon and murnimarisa's faculty.He is a nice guy and im sure gonna miss him. We still need to eat dessert at Shunfu one day! Also gonna miss Shivani from NZ and Christopher from HK. They are going back today... hope they both had fun in Singapore! I'm sure that if you ask anyone if they want to go back to SLC, all their answers will be yes! Really did enjoy myself in SLC. Who wont? :)

Cold much?

2010-06-02T21:18:00.002+08:00

So... today's the second day of SLC(Student leaders convention) at HCI.
We're almost late! the bus was relatively slow today :\

Rushed to the auditorium. had a mass assembly and went back to class.
My falcuty, technorati, had a falcuty meeting to do an action paper on psychological effects due to social media. we were further split into 2 groups, one doing degradation of social skills and the other,my group doing poorer self-esteem due to usage of social media.
Was a very dry brainstorming session as the meeting was around 2hrs long.
I was stoning for quite some time before joining Wayne and Fairus to do the elaboration of the solutions. We did halfway and we went for lunch.

Didn't eat much for lunch as most of the containers are already empty.(its a buffet)
Though they replenish the rice, i was lazy to travel to another buffet station so i just settle with everything i gotten.

Went back to finish our solutions and combined everything together.
We then have a youth community meeting consisting of 3 falcuties in a hall that really has a setting of a court.

Oh i forgotten to say YTSS is like only 10% of the whole HCI -.-

Had our presentation and we debated over the given budget. It was damn hilarious but
we're not supposed to laugh as its a formal meeting.
Went back to class for a debrief.

After that meet murnimarisa,sherrin and simon and took 852 back to yishun. Peilih ditched us and went to eat dinner with her falcuty. Gosh, only 2 days and already eating dinner together.

My falcuty is still not bonded like seriously. Okay maybe the only ones i always talk to is Fairus. and sometimes Rong Kang since he is in ncc too! :DD

Ohhh and i saw Natthida in SLC too. i was surprised to see her but she didn't see me. Oh well.

o.o

2010-05-26T22:04:00.002+08:00

Today had pet rocket. quite fun haha.
But the hol. assgt. on it isn't. :(
Made it in the Indoor sports hall with murnimarisa.
tsk tsk. she keep scold me... you watch out haha!
finished making, launched the rocket to see how far it went. didnt get wet hurhur.
apparently, i laughed at those who gotten really drenched and gotten my retribution when launching the 2nd time with the parachute. my soakedwhole uniform and hair got soaked.
After that was released. nothing much today.
Yesterday was x-country.
Thank god i didn't have duty.
Road marshal for another year aint good ;D
but i still walked with peilih,ernchi,caiwei and timothy tay.
funny luh.
After that, annouced the winner and went to pastamania to eat.
Then me and peilih and jikang went home first.
Met at 2.30 to go ernchi house there play bball.
Played for awhile then it rained.
was fun as we kept making fun of ernchi haha.
Ohhh. i just remembered she owe us a drink!

2010,Life

2010-05-20T22:22:00.004+08:00

Got back the rest of the results. I guess there were some sort of disappointment again?

EL- 55/100 C5[ aimed a B3/4. if only i gotten a pass for paper 1 :\]
POA-84.5/100 A1 [ okay only this subject made my day today...]
Physics-51.5/80 B4 [again a disappointment. and that bloody half mark again. what's with all the half mark deduction?!?!]
Comb Humans. : Geo- 19/30
SS - 12/30 [i spammed a full page if i had enough time i could spammed more and i gotten 4/12 for that question.]
Total- 51/100 C6

I'm sorry but to me this results suck :X

Life hasn't been good this year. Its a really tough year. Serious.
Went through a lot of ups and downs in these 5 months.
What would come for the next half of the year?
Life has been really hectic and it sure sucks a lot.
Undergoing so much stress from academics,cca and council,
It's no doubt that i always doubt my capabilities.
but life still has to go on and the most i can do is to keep trying.

Shitty.

2010-05-19T21:02:00.002+08:00

Got back 4 results today. was a complete disappointment.
Actually kinda regretted not putting enough effort for math. guess i was to complacent.

Amath : 49/100 D7
Chem : 74/100 A2
MT : 61/100 B4
Emath : 61/100 B4

I just need 1 more mark to pass for amath (which i can find 7 marks worth of careless mistakes) and half a mark more to get an A1 for Chem. [stupid 3 sig. fig which costs me half a mark]

I do hope the rest of the paper would not be such a great disappointment. at least give me a B3 and above pls?

=.=

2010-05-17T23:11:00.003+08:00

Last paper today.
did pretty badly i guess?
i cant seem to balance the trial balance damn it.
stupid murnimarisa! how the world she balanced it.
i was so frustrated cos i can't seem to find the mistake in it, and i guess i gave up and just hand up the paper.

After my paper, i can't really go home and celebrate yet as i had 3 meetings , one after another. in the end i went home at 6 when my paper ended around 1030. great uh?

Tmr marking day but i still need go school to paint the banner for council investiture. luckily it isn't that early! T.T

Back in Action.

2010-05-15T21:02:00.003+08:00

Hey people! Im back :DDDD
This is the longest period which i didn't post haha.
but my taggers all went mia:\

Okay MYE was ______. [can't describe haha]
A math paper was a blast.
i think im gonna fail amath paper omo.

Anyways today went tuition.
My cousin taught me polynomials which i still have question marks over my head.
Shall do the hw he gave me and see how much i know :)

Monday last paper already. hope can do well for poa :)

after the paper on monday, i still had to stayed back till 12 for ncc stuff. yikes. :(

Damn it.

2010-04-27T18:35:00.002+08:00

Damn it.
I'm getting sick so often now out of a sudden.
My stomach hurts real badly now and i do not know why.
I had headache just now but it has gotten better already.
and and and... I cant freaking find my geotrail consent form.
Plus i thought it was at home but apparently its not.
and im suppose to hand in tmr.
how how how?!?!
Oh im proud to say i pass my latest physics test. 23/40 :P
English paper is this thurs.
and the subsequent papers are starting from next thurs :S
i haven't started revision yet. die.

CHICKEN

2010-04-21T22:01:00.003+08:00

Hello all.
i guessed my recent post did attract taggers but its only for a short period :(
So i shall post another one.
Geography sucks.
It sucks when you do not know what the teacher is teaching about.
I rather have a teacher who teaches in detail but releasing her students late for recess than to have a teacher whom i do not know what the hell is she teaching about.

Math.
Did a graph question from the TYS.
Why must there be graphs in the first place.
:(((((((

POA.
I think i'm going to flunk the theory part for POA.
seriously only for the first chapter, i think that's the capacity of memory space i could store for theory.

Chemistry.
Went through periodic table.
I'm kind of confused with the displacement reactions thing.

A math.
did filing. so nothing much.

After that went to northpoint with yvonne and connie.
We wanted to go to shilin to buy food to eat.
on the way there, we debated whether its 鸡扒 or 鸡排 because i said its 鸡扒 while yvonne said is 鸡排.
in the end, the signboard of shilin wrote 鸡排.
BUT, 5 people say is 鸡扒 including the store assistant. haha.
but yvonne ask 3 people, they say is 鸡排.
so overall, i won haha.

Physics test tomorrow.
FLUNK FLUNK FLUNK. :)

GAHHH

2010-04-20T21:54:00.003+08:00

Physics common test on thursday. I seriously cannot flunk anymore tests, if not my grades will surely move to the fail grade. :(
So i MUST pass this common test, since the weightage is much higher.

I think i will die in graphs for math.
I seriously took a very long time just to draw a nice curve with a flexi curve while people draw with free hand and it still looks nice. okay like whatthehell.
I think the subject i am most comfortable with is chemistry. Which is not good.

作文test today was okay although i did not have a strong content for the reasoning part which will surely result in a great deduction in marks.

Coaching @ Xishan primary was so-so.
I'm lucky to have a student that is quite good at math though he makes a lot of careless mistakes. Now i realised primary school mathematics is so so so much easier than secondar school mathematics. Secondary school math can literally die i tell you. -.-

Going to move back up to the third floor's classroom tomorrow as ziqing is having a speedy recovery. Although its warmer in the first floor's spare classroom, at least it is more convenient.

Having GV test tomorrow morning.
There goes my extra hour of sleep again.

:O

2010-04-18T14:10:00.003+08:00

Yikes.
I just realised that i hadn't update my blog for 6 days.
and my taggers had all gone mia. :(
So i shall update my blog and attract my taggers back HAHA.

Well, i felt that im able to do log questions already! yay.
to think i was skipping so many questions even those basic ones.
And, now i think logs are fun :D

Hmmm, Mye is coming.
I'm damn scared for physics.
My cousin always gave me physics ws but i always have questions i can't do. D:
But when my cousin went through it, its so easy :\

I think i shall start my revision soon. [although i know i always procrastinate. :x]

I realise i still owe a lot of people their birthday presents. Opps.

three-quarter dead.

2010-04-12T20:55:00.003+08:00

Seasons was successful.
Although i'm very tired at the end of the day,but still there's a sense of satisfaction. :)
lazy to elaborate though but i can tell you that i was in raffles hotel from 10am -1045pm.
long eh?
besides that i reach school at 11.30pm and slept at 12.30am ytd D:
luckily,the school is kind enough to start the day late today. if not i will really die[but i already did with 7hrs of sleep.]
For once in my whole schooling life, it was my first time feeling so grumpy and sleepy with that throbbing headache in school.
at first i was only like 30% dead but soon after it reached 80%.
i started getting the headache and the urge to just shut my eyes during math lessons and i turned real grumpy. [sorry to those that i gave the 'attitude' to.]
i was damn grateful when powernap came.
i slept as if i hadn't slept for a very long time, even it is just 15minutes.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAYRESHH!~

It's complicated.

2010-04-09T22:10:00.002+08:00

In the end i went for the seasons rehearsal.
regrets? yes and no.
Math test was difficult. especially when you dont know anything about it till this morning.
Indices sucks... DD:
I'm gonna fail...........
I actually agree with Zul on one thing.
When Ms tham teaches a topic, she made it seems as though the questions are easy.
but when it comes to tests,the paper is a killer. :\

Chinese test was difficult too.. D:
Especially for a chinese-idiot like me D:

Seasons rehearsal was okay.
but im going to suffer from heatstroke already.
darn hot. especially when you're wearing BLACK.

If i have gone for ncc, i could have gotten my total defence silver and proficiency badge. D:

Physics tuition tmr. i cant do the mass,weight,density questions for physics tution work.
oh my. ):

Geez.

2010-04-08T21:12:00.002+08:00

There's three tests today.
Physics test tested on enery,work and power.
at first i thought have moments but in the end it never came out.
to think i study so hard for that chapter -.-
I think im on the verge of failing.

Chemistry test was rather easy to me. :X
The balancing equations are somehow very easy to balance :O

summary test was darn hard to summarise.
especially to have so many points between paragraphs 2 -9.
what was the setter thinking ? -_-

There's muster parade in ncc tmr and seasons rehearsal tmr.
HOWWWWWW? :(

WHEEEE!

2010-04-07T22:02:00.002+08:00

Finally the duty roster has been changed.
I seriously do not want to be the one who keep cleaning the whiteboard everytime during physics lesson. Peilih was very angry cos she has taken over me HAHA.
but still, my duty falls on today. At least there's no physics on wed.
There's test tmr. i dont know if i'm able to score for the test?

Math. Learn logarithms. It isn't as horrible YET somehow i felt its STILL managable.
We shall see about that. *grins*.

Oooh. somehow chemistry is still fun for me even though it involves calulation. but im still lazy to do the homework :X There's a retest tmr on chemical bonding too. :(

To make matter worst, there's el summary test too. 3 test a day. darn it.

Since napfa ended, the class wanted to play captain's ball tmr during pe since other levels hadn't take their napfa yet and there will be no pe.

Fri have seasons rehearsal in school. I'm missing cca again ._.
this time we're required to wear black shirt and black/dark jeans.
and i have no plain black shirt D:
must borrow from my dad already :\

Seasons.

2010-04-05T22:00:00.003+08:00

I think i'm going to make this post a quick one as i do not want to repeat the same scenario of me waking up half dead this morning.
I guess physics lessons now are quite alright with all the sneezing from Mr Wee who claims our class is dirty when we didn't even sneezed once when he sneezed umpteen number of times in 1 hour.
Exponential Equations is sure difficult. I'm still unable to do the first question in the homework when the textbook claims the question as basic. Oh Gosh.
For homeroom today,we went to the computer lab and went in the school protal where miss goh uploaded a link on Studying Technique. Took some time to look through it and found some of them kind of useful.
Ate lunch with Peilih today and i'm amazed that Peilih could be so engrossed with the games in my itouch when i'm already kind of tired of them already.

There's Seasons rehearsal tomorrow at the Jubilee Hall and I'm involve in the backstage crew for council. So Im skipping training.
I actually wanted to buy the tickets today to watch as an audience. :(
Oh well, at least i have gotten a free admission :X

Dang.

2010-04-04T21:28:00.003+08:00

Had my first session of physics tuition with my cousin today.
Did dynamics.
I guess it was alright?
At least he is so much better than my physics teacher.

Gahhh. i havent finish my chinese hw. :\

Typical Singaporean?

2010-04-03T00:00:00.003+08:00

What a fruitful day.
went to ikea, giant and courts at tampines today.
first walked around ikea. saw a lot of nice and cool thing[one of it is the trash can dustbin. damn nice.]
After that went to giant.
bought 1 fbt shorts.
There, saw this girl want to buy fbt but cannot find size.
then she damn pissed off. her father somemore so nice ask if can find or not.
then she go say "you go find la!"
i admire the father being so patient and nice to her. Seriously.
They tried to find but to no avail.
In the end the girl shouted,
"Cannot find then go home luh!"
then she stomps off.
then the father follow behind.
I think the father spoilt her too much already. To think the father didnt have get angry or whatsoever.

Moving on~
Went to courts to look around. Nothing much.
Went back ikea to buy meatballs.
and since im hungry, i bought some hotdog buns :DD
and again, i saw an unusual sight.
after i put the mustard and chilli sauce on my hotdog bun,
there's these aunties that took out containers and start squeezing mustard and chilli sauce in it like nobody's business. My mother and i was like ._.
haha. typical singaporean.

Then went back home.
I havent started on my homework. Bleh XP
plus i didnt bring chinese newspaper back. DD:

Physics tuition with my cousin on sun!
hope i can at least understand all the chapters!

Shall upload photos from universal studios maybe tmr?

WASTED SPEECHLESS DAY.

2010-03-30T22:42:00.002+08:00

Today was school's speech~~less~~ day.
so lessons end at 11.
was planning to go out to eat with buddy and mayreshh before coming back to school but Mr Nirav called us to help out with the ribbons.
In the end, we just do until 12.15pm then we went off. but by that time we didnt want to go out. So i didnt have a proper lunch. My so called 'lunch' was a burger and a muffin.

Speech day was so not cool especially when it rains.
Its such a spoiler.
At least i prefer marching/having a parade then to have wet weather programme.
Then our rehearsals are not wasted. Oh well blame nature.

After that,went mac with mayreshh,buddy and angela.
again, my so called 'dinner' was 4 small curry puffs and fries. [ speaking of food, im hungry already but is almost 11pm =.= ]

Chemistry retest tmr! hope i can do well. I shall not touch balancing equations first. Shall do it after all the questions, so as to not waste time. Sudoku Challenge at NYJC tmr too :D
hope my skills not that rusty uh? not rusty till i forgot play haha.

OMFG BUSY.

2010-03-29T20:21:00.003+08:00

This week is just a 3 1/2 day week for me and im damn damn busy with so many tests and activities.

Apparently for today, i saw my CA1 grades for physics. C6. wow from A1 from term 1 to c6. pro?my last test for moments i failed it. haha. knew it. 22/50.

Let's see how busy i am this week.

Tues- Speech Day [in contingent.]
Wed-Chemical bonding retest. Sudoku challenge at NYJC.
Thurs-Physics test[work,energy,power],Napfa test.

So busy eh?
lessons end tmr at 11.
and speech day start at 3?
so long ._.
I shall go back to polish my boots :\

UNGLAM.

2010-03-25T20:11:00.004+08:00

Physics test was not okay.
Firstly, i did not come for the remedial during the holidays due to spec course and the vector question is a replica of the vector test which they went through during the remedial.
Secondly, as i have said, moments is my worst chapter. ._.

Chemistry was okay.
I think i need to memorise the formula if not i confirm will get confuse.
but its still fun :D

LWS is quite boring :\
i still prefer mr grittins though.

EL.
went through holiday assignment and miss goh showed us our sec 3 camp photos.
All my photos are either unglam or backfaced lol.

PE.
NO PE! due to heavy rain!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY THICK-SKINNED AND FOREVER SHORT TAY YAN LI.

Bang wall.

2010-03-22T21:35:00.003+08:00

Seriously, I had enough of Mr wee and his physics lessons.
can go bang wall. I dont even understand chapter 5 please.
now we're at type of energy? which i think i should be able to understand.
But someone please coach me on chapter 5. i dont understand moments and centre of gravity and all those things. Vector diagrams too.
I can't believe i would get A1 for physics in Term 1. I think its because of Mr Jack Tan's teaching that i can score well for physics. So expect my results for physics to drop gradually as we learn more chapters :)
I think sooner or later it would reach F9 and i would celebrate.

Oh i forgot to mention that my L1R5 for term 1 is 24. with all the Bs and Cs. My only A is physics. Ironic eh?

Tomorrow i have trainfire for SAR21 which i dread to go as i mention in my previous post. In Sec 3, it would be way better to stay in class to have lessons. In fact, i prefer no march and september holidays since holidays = no holidays.

I'm starting to like POA. [only the practical part where you do double entry. I totally hate the theory part with all those memorising to do. :( ]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIWEN!
i will give you a belated birthday present :)

:O

2010-03-19T19:47:00.005+08:00

It's been days since i posted a decent post.
Well holidays are ending in another 3 days and i still have a large pile of homework on my computer table. Even though i finished poa and emath already.

Today went to school to make my IC.
after that chatted with mayreshh and staff marcus for awhile before i went home to prepare for later speech day rehearsal.

Speech day rehearsal was quite alright.
Then we drilled for awhile after the rehearsal.
I have trainfire next tues.
If its M16 again then i really see no point.
If its SAR21 i may be fascinated i hope?
Anyways i dont really like missing lessons. Funny eh?

A quick homework checklist:

1.English Comprehension
2.2 Book reviews [which i doubt i can finish.]
3.作文
4.Geog mindmap on rivers
5.E math mindmap on chapter 2 and 5.1

i doubt i can finish within 2 days. Crap.

.

2010-03-17T19:49:00.003+08:00

I.AM.BACK!

from spec course :)

spec course

2010-03-14T21:46:00.001+08:00

Going for camp(spec course) tmr.

Will be back on Wednesday(17/3/10)

do continue to tag!

YO?

2010-03-14T00:44:00.003+08:00

I'm starting to forget that i have a blog. LOL :X
It seems to me there's nothing to updat except yesterday which i'm lazy to elaborate.
"搞失踪!" was the catchphrase for yesterday.
Besides that, we also have "eh？那么巧？" [eh?so coincidental?] when we were just walking side by side LOL.
and and me,peiyee and krystal have successfully invented "Karpkavana"[i came out with the name LOL.] language! whooo!

I think that's enough of "elaborating".
Oh im going for NCC spec course camp ~~on mon~~tomorrow.
Oh darn it.

Imaginary Heritage Trail.

2010-03-10T18:06:00.004+08:00

Hey Guys. :)
BCday just started today.
and tomorrow we're having Community Heart Day!

Sec 2 PTR[9/3/10]
Yesterday's Sec 2 PTR is quite okay i guess?
Oh, and while i'm doing hall usher duty, i saw Mdm Goh. You know the teacher who teaches us Math when we are in P4? haha. She was quite surprised to see me slim down so much :X
I regretted not asking why is she there hahas.

Heritage Trail [10/3/10]
Due to the bad weather, the heritage trail to labrador park and singapore river was cancelled.
And as i was saying, i was in the re enactment group.
Now we must act in the ISH.
Sure glad it was over.
After that since i have no more 'duty' to do, i go help peilih with their facilitation of the Sec 2s.
Haha its quite funny taking the group for 2/7.
they were very funny.
Cos they didnt study history so we tell them what's the reason for Raffles choosing Singapore for the port and one of which was rich water supply. So they needed to do a re-enactment.
So they took a water bottle and pretended to scoop the 'sea'
then they forced their classmate who is acting as raffles to drink the water.
In the end they sabotage him and his shirt became wet.
Me and peilih laughing like hell.

Tomorrow going to SUN-DAC Chai Chee for CHD. (physically and maybe mentally disabled.)
Hope the people there will enjoy our company :)

PRESSURIZING.

2010-03-08T21:11:00.010+08:00

I.AM.NOT.HAPPY!

Its depressing.

Random.

2010-03-05T21:10:00.008+08:00

i like this quote haha.

Well today was quite a good day.
Apart from the horrific piles of homework on my study table which i yet to touch.
For Amath we jumped back to indices which we have learnt during the december holidays which most of us have forgotten. I totally forgotten everything. Had a hard time doing the worksheet.

Not ont A math is giving me problems.
Now my favourite subject,Chemistry is giving me problems :(
chemical calculation is getting confusing. The first few formulae are quite understandable but when it comes to the mole concept, it gets very confusing.
with the avogadro(avacado as most of us say it as) thingy.

Well i have sore throat after NCC, because i became the timer for once after a very long time and somehow i felt good. I hope i will have this courage to be one during spec course. :)

Well im seriously not looking forward to BCday.
its one of the year that i seriously dread it.
Now back to homework :(

FUNNYYYYY

2010-03-04T20:24:00.003+08:00

Today is a funny day.
Well actually,all the funny stuff came during english lesson.
Since ms goh was not present in school. 2 relief teachers came in for 2 periods of english.
well the funny thing happen on the 2nd period when mrs lee came in.
a lot people changed seats but soon was caught because of the seating arrangement paper on the teacher's table. except amanda and vicky who changed seats.
amanda sat at vicky's place and vicky sat at alvin's place as alvin was absent from school.
since someone palyed a prank last time by putting an a behind alvin's name, so its now a girl's name and we started calling vicky alvina LOL. and mrs lee asked clement was amanda absent, me and ziqing were like laughing while amanda was controlling her laughter. Also kangshuo went to to the toilet for i-dont-know what reason and thomas started giving all those lame excuses it was really funny. To think of it, it was kind of immature but.... hahas.

Physics test was funny too. Cos Mr Wee did not come.
So a relief teacher conduct the test.
Felt it was quite easy.
at least, i didnt really cheated.
not like zul and dhanesh which literally take the whole notes out.
Okay, almost everyone in class cheated for the test by asking a question or 2.
I admit i asked ziqing 1 question. :X

PE played badmintion with edmund. at least for today's pe lesson, I'm not like last pe lesson which i was isolated.

Well i have not smsed Mr Ng for tmr's meet for our re-enactment. Actually, i dont want to message him at all. Cos i'm scared he will vomit blood upon seeing our performance. But i guess he will screw me. I shall screw myself first.

Whether you think you can or whether you think you can't, you're right.

This is crap.

2010-03-03T21:13:00.006+08:00

I will continue to do my tys for physics after this. surprisingly, im ablw to understand what is actually going on for dynamics whereas in class mr wee will go weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. and the whole class will like HUH? To those who dont know how weeeeeeeeeeeee we are going, we're now on chapter 5. dont even think of skipping chapters. we've already done chapter 1,2,3,4. and we're supposed to finish 6 or 7 chapters by mid year? okay now im having some problems understanding gravity but i shall go back to my notes later on since its tested for tmr test which i doubt i would pass.

Okay so today 3/5 and 3/6 went to recce labrador park(geo)/singaporeriver(hist) to prepare ourselves for next week's heritage trail. I would be soooooo delighted to become a facilitator but no, i must be stuck in school today and rehearse for the re-enactment with another 10, which i have a really hard time getting them to settle down and rehearse. Oh wait, i never get all their attention. Its always like this, i get some of their attention and trying to get the others, those that are listening to me will start doing their own things again. Oh i have forgotten to say i'm the IC which is not a good thing.I dont see why must the UGs always do these things.[although most of them are from non-UGs but at least my chance of getting selected is greatly dampened.]
So in like half and hour time, 1 by 1, saying some reasons, both valid and invalid, started to leave.So i called Mr Ng and he told me to do a rehearsal for him on friday. Oh great, i bet he will vomit blood on friday. I'm prepared to be screwed anyways.

Plus to add on to the stress level i had now,this person must come in to my life and make my life so miserable. Thanks a lot for making me vomit blood everyday :)

How we perceive a situation and how we react to it is the basis of our stress.If you focus on the negative in any situation, you can expect high stress levels.However, if you try and see the good in the situation, your stress levels will greatly diminish.

Freak off.

2010-03-01T21:12:00.008+08:00

My hair was trauamatised after being touched by many today.
Almost everyone say it feels like carpet ._.
Damn it, i dont get the point why UGs must be the one doing the re-enactment plus im the only ncc guy -.-
next fri is my elearning day so need not go to school.
The bad news is, there's a timetable and it ends at 2.

You.Get.On.My.Nerves.

Everyday i shock shock! Every night i shock shock!

BOTAK.

2010-02-27T20:07:00.001+08:00

I.HATE.MY.HAIR!

i will probably be made fun of on monday -.-

____ ?

2010-02-24T22:09:00.002+08:00

When my taggers go mia, this means that i must update.
To think of it, i dont think i have much things to blog about.
I'm relieved that Modulus for A Math so far for me is easy.
We started a new chapter for physics already, which is really fast. we started on mass,weight density. I'm still unsure about kinematics(free fall) and forces and now going to M,W,D? I confirm will die for physics. I just realised my balancing equations became very rusty. I cant answer any of them in the chemistry test which i dont have time to do the last page.
Oh, i still need do the NYAA diary. I think i will do it tomorrow.
I think i dont haven anything else to say so...
BYE !

AGENDA

2010-02-21T22:31:00.002+08:00

I think i will hate tomorrow just by looking at my agenda for tomorrow.

Monday(22 Feb) Agenda:
-Finish both my chinese homework
-Study for Chemistry test on bonding.
-Study for Vocab test.
-Study for E math test.

plus tomorrow i will be release late. how on earth am i going to accomplish all that?
One word = DEAD.

FIONAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

2010-02-20T12:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIONA~!

Passion.

2010-02-19T19:47:00.003+08:00

I shall start by posting about some unexpected incidents that happened yesterday.
For PE, surprisingly, we didn't run 2.4km. finally they are giving us a break for running.
So we did some physical conditioning to improve our napfa.
PE ended early because ziqing dislocated her knee while doing the exercise. I hope she feel better. According to Amanda, she went home at 9pm+ after going to the hospital to relocate her knee. I doubt she would enjoy that. Maybe we're going to move down to the spare classroom on first on the first level since amanda said she was using clutches when she came out of the hospital.

As for today,
Angela didnt come to school today. Hope she get well soon :)
So for chinese lesson, i sat alone. I almost fell asleep while listening to leilaoshi's teaching.Maybe its too fast that i cant catch anything that she say. Oh well.

For SS, me and dewy were like complaining to each other about learning nothing(okay not really but still my knowledge on ss is like ZERO.) and we are like comparing Mrs Chong to Mdm Saudah and also mimicking what Mrs Chong always does.

As for POA,
I didnt study for the test. So i guess i will flunk chapter 1 because i forgotten all the concepts ):

For Chem. SPA,
For the practical test, i do not know whether is it me or my white precipitate solution gives a colourless solution in excess or i didnt add enough of the filtrate or add too much solvent for me to get Zinc where other people has gotten calcium.

During Lunch,went to eat with Fiona,Joanne C. ,Mayreshh,Charles and Filian. We went to the food court. It was damn fun and funny. especially us making fun of Charles. Charles is really too naive or has a pea-size brain. No offence intended.
This is a exact conversation between us as i ask Charles about his allergy to fish that mayreshh told me.

Me: Are you allergic to fishball?
C: Yah.

Me:Are you allergic to fish?
C: No.

Joanne/Fiona/Mayreshh: Fishball is made of fish + flour.
Fiona: Maybe he is allergic to flour instead

Me: Are you allergic to cake?
C: err... i dont know. i dont really eat them.

Fiona: How about biscuits?
C: ________________________(didnt reply as the subject was changed.)

But it was really hilarious. ANDANDAND Fiona's birthday is tomorrow. Oh dear, I almost forgotten till i saw her table full with presents. So i promised her to get something for her birthday.~~since i didnt give her any present last year.~~ :X

Leakage.

2010-02-17T17:52:00.005+08:00

I guess i was suffering in school for the whole day.
I used up 3 packets of tissue paper trying to stop the leakage coming out from my nose but it just wont stop even up till now.
I really do hope i would recover soon.Oh wait.maybe not so soon since there is PE tomorrow and i doubt that Mr Soh would be that nice not to let us run 2.4 again. So i can have an excuse or some sort tomorrow. *evil smirk*

I guess I'm not the only one that is getting sick in class. There's around 4 others who are also sick and i think the number would escalate since we will spread these contagious viruses to everyone in class by those sneezing and coughing.

Ms Goh changed our seating arrangement.
I'm still stuck at the back sitting with Zul. Oh well, Ms Goh promised me she will put me closer to the whiteboard the next time when she change the sitting arrangement.

Coordinate Geometry is really tough.
Maybe more towards the A math side.
For E math, I think i could cope so far though I'm abit shaky now. I know I'm contradicting myself but forgive me because I dont think I'm in the right state of mind because of all the coughing and sneezing.

I know I had not been posting much because of CNY but taggers can all of you please come back? :D

CNY,VALENTINES

2010-02-14T00:06:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY AND A LUNAR NEW YEAR!

FLUNKEDD~

2010-02-11T19:58:00.009+08:00

A math test today was darn difficult!
And i'm not kidding. I guessed a lot people already say they flunked it including me.

LWS today was exceptionally fun.
Mr Grittins is so much better than the Mr Grey.
I like it when Mr Grittins sings bad romance HAHA.
At least Mr Grittins knows how to joke around while Mr Grey dont even know how to smile and he is so strict! No offence but i wish Mr Grey will lose his voice after the 5 lessons ended :X
Super Model,Farmer,Doctor,Cleaner,Teacher. A hot air balloon has a hole is about to crash. Who will be thrown out? Everybody made a unanimous decision to kick the model out LOL.
and I'm suprised Mr Grittins knew about Ris Low.
*Zebra Prinnnnggggs* as he said hahas.

PE ran 2.4km again.
Every PE lesson they made us run 2.4km.
They expect us to get a B for 2.4km which is 12min.
which is like -.-
my fastest so far is 13:50.
which is already considered very good!

Who are who are who are you?
You are you are Krystal Kwah!
Who am who am who am I?
I am I am Ivan Lieu!

Who are who are who are you?
You are you are AH-MI-RAHHH!
Who am who am who am I?
I am I am Ivan Lieu!

isn't this cool? hahas.

KAAAACHHIIIING!

2010-02-10T21:46:00.002+08:00

CNY is coming WHOO~!
Angpow here i come!

There's Physics and A math test tmr.
I'm prepared to flunk.
To make matter worst, both periods are the first 2 periods tmr. D:
Physics is a sure goner since i dont fully understand dynamics yet plus the conversion of units.
A math. I'm unsure of the discriminant and alpha and betas D:
Sigh. Im getting lazy :

Today's fun.
Partly cos i owned Amira HAHA. :X

Back to Square 1

2010-02-08T21:08:00.004+08:00

I guess i'm feeling somewhat comfortable in 3/5'10 now.
In the morning, there's prize presentation for the sec 3 camp.
3/5 won 3 awards - best class,3rd for campfire performance and best class identity.
On the challenge shield for the best class, only 1 time in 2008,3e4 won best class, the rest are all dominated by 3e5. so there's a curse?

Recess, 'celebrated' Buddy's birthday. Happy Birthday again yah?
We sang until the sec 5s are annoyed ahahas.

Is it me or are the chapters for all the subjects getting tougher?
For physics, dynamics are tough with all those forces and newton's laws. Driving me nuts.
For math, Coordinate Geometry. i bet almost the whole class doesn't understand it.
I only know how find the gradient and maybe the equation. Finding the coordinates are tough. :\
And sometimes i dont even understand the question at all D:

Jonard's sis is kind of cool.
haha she teaching as a relief teacher in my school.
She was discussing about kpop with the rest of the peeps. So funny when they play the game on kpop.

There's situational writing test tmr and i have not study whoowhoo!

There's CCA tmr. sigh. i dislike cca on tues.

and for the last time HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUDDY :) Someone old already can be auntie liao hor? LOLOLOL.

Brain Dead.

2010-02-07T20:13:00.002+08:00

I dont feel like going to school tmr.
I'm still in camp mode.
and my brain is still dead. I think i almost forgotten everything i have learnt after i came back from camp which is not good. :\
Oh, and i haven't do my geog mindmap which i doubt anyone have done it.
I think i shall go pack my stuff that i need for tomorrow.

Isn't that bad.

2010-02-05T15:56:00.004+08:00

YO PEEPS. I'm back from camp.
It wasn't that bad as i expected. In fact, i enjoy myself.
I admit that the first 2 days i may be a little down/lethargic but soon get the spirit of the camp :)
I think i wont elaborate everything cos if i do so, i bet readers will soon fell off from the chairs after reading a few paragraphs. Thus, i shall use point form.

1st Day.
-Report 7.15am
-Reached Kahang Organic Rice Eco Farm(KOREF) at around 11+.
-Pitch tent,etc.
-Lunch.[i bet sec 3s do not want to hear anything about the organic food there LOL]
-Raft building. The instructor say it was the biggest raft she ever saw LOL.
-WashUp
-Dinner.
-Campfire prep.
-Debrief.
-Lights Out.

2nd Day.
-Report at 6.45am
-PT which resulted from a 2.4+km run to a 4.8+km run cos most people didnt touch the gate.
-Sweated like mad.
-Breakfast.
-Set off to Gunung Lambak Mountain.
-Reached and start hiking.
-We didnt have enough time thus only made it to the midpoint while those classes that went in the afternoon climb all the way up to the summit ):
-Going down the mountain is fun cos its very challenging cos the route is made up of roots/soil/etc.
-Shouldnt had made fun of yunting.slipped and almost fell twice cos i disturbed her twice.
-Lunch.
-Back to campsite did Water Obstacle Course. Fell in the water(a lot of times) while doing the log balancing thing. This proves that i have no sense of balance. Its fun too.
-Washup
-Dinner.
-Night Trail around the paddy field . The night sky is amazing. Saw a lot of stars.
-Saw a couple of fireflies. :)
-Debrief.
-Lights Out.

3rd Day.
-Reported at 6.45am
-Morning PT. Did stretching. (buddha clap,boxing which includes jabs,dodging,etc. did 293times)
-Breakfast.
-Jungle trekking/Weeding.
-Weeding first. Its fun cos me and kangshuo is disturbing dewy hahas.
-Jungle trekking. learnt a lot of things and tasting things from the wild.
-Lunch.
-Traditional Bamboo Rafting.Was struggling at first but soon get the hang of it. Thanks wenhui for being my partner hahas.
-Washup.
-Dinner.
-CAMPFIRE. Everyone was high.
-3/2's CD was screwed up. Its really a pity cos they really have a nice dance. ):
-The rest were equally awesome and 3/5 done great. :D
-Debrief.
-Lights Out.

4th day/today.
-Reported at 645am
-Breakfast.
-Area cleaning.
-Debrief.
-Back in School.3/5 was first to reached school.
-The Sec1,2,4s were looking at us as we do our cheer like nobody's business.

There you go. A brief elaboration.

P/S:My msn finally works after 4 times of turning off and on of the modem. D:
P/P/S: I am tanner DDD:
P/P/P/S: I was being squeezed while sleeping ):
P/P/P/P/S:People are still going crazy over the cheers for sec 3 camp.

Worried.

2010-02-01T19:49:00.003+08:00

I'm damn worried now because tomorrow is the start of camp already.
I guessed i am too paranoid. thinking of stuff that people will roll their eyes at. So i wont state it here.
Arafat joined our camp group.
I threatened Johari to sit with me in the bus and he agreed. I hope he wont break his promise.
I'm still packing my bag. Gah i know i'm slow and i'm a procrastinator.

Will be back on friday. So please tag my blog when im gone.[though i know i confirm will have little taggers.]

BOTAK.

2010-01-31T18:48:00.004+08:00

Okay my parents went to my grandma house for spring cleaning today.
spent my whole time there watching the tv.

Khairul,Shuji,Mayreshh,Larry,Belson already cut GI 1.
Filian asked me to accompany him to cut with him maybe after CNY.
we may pull Wenkiat along too cos i dont want cut so early. >_<

Didnt went to play basketball with the usuals. Reason being its 5 and im lazy to go.

Khairul just webcam-ed with me.
saw his botak head.
not used to see him botak.
He say nice to rub. LOL.

2 more days to Sec 3 Camp and i'm seriously dreading it.