BOTAK. ; Sunday, January 31, 2010
Okay my parents went to my grandma house for spring cleaning today.spent my whole time there watching the tv. Khairul,Shuji,Mayreshh,Larry,Belson already cut GI 1. Filian asked me to accompany him to cut with him maybe after CNY. we may pull Wenkiat along too cos i dont want cut so early. >_< Didnt went to play basketball with the usuals. Reason being its 5 and im lazy to go.Khairul just webcam-ed with me. saw his botak head.not used to see him botak.He say nice to rub. LOL.2 more days to Sec 3 Camp and i'm seriously dreading it.Labels: camp, NCC, random, school, secondary, weekends
Long Day. ; Friday, January 29, 2010
Just came back from school cos of PTR. I'm totally worn out but overall, its quite well done :) .After school,Ms goh told us our camp grouping.[dhanesh,javier,kangshuo,me,johari]i'm quite please with it.NCC.had pt.I guess i have not really exercise for ages.I got too tired easily =.=Left early for PTR.had class councillor duty.i guess i was quite comfortable with that duty although there are some confusion.the whole thing ended at around 9.30.People do change. Even the friends you normally talk to.Now talking to those people, there will be an awkwardness feeling bewtween us. It's really saddening to be the one experiencing it;being neglected while your friends are talking to others when you really want to talk to the person when you are lonely but all the person do is to just walk away.This is referring to not just one person but to be exact 3.[not buddy,yanli,amira,krystal. so dont worry LOL] 4 more days to sec 3 camp... -_-Happy Birthday PohYong and Filian.Labels: birthday, camp, NCC, school, secondary
It was not because of my classmates. ; Wednesday, January 27, 2010
I have mixed feelings today again. Wait i should correct myself,its everyday since school started.
I guess i can't be left alone for too long or else i will have all those crazy thoughts which will result in me losing control of my emotions. I guess i have became too sensitive this year.
During Recess, chatted with Fiona. I really miss the times in 2e4 where our group[maykuan,marisa and fiona] had a lot of fun crazying around,crapping and of course coming up with a duty roster of bringing sweets for the group. I really miss those times. Sadly, i dont experience anything memorable in 3e5.
There's Summary test today and I really chose the points by random since i dont understand the passage at all.Thus, i had a hard time summarising the points and such.
"I bet you're getting more paranoid as Sec 3 camp draws nearer."Thats what Liana said to me. I can't help but nod my head in agreement. Its a horrible fact.
Helped hazimah with the notice board after school with yunting. I have 2 marker pen stains on my uniform and even after using the stain remover it still refuses to come off D: Oh. i almost forgotten. Happy Birthday HaoZhe :)
P/S: HAH! ________. I didn't mention your name today :D Plus you bully me today D:. I will get my revenge someday Labels: birthday, boredom, camp, random, school, secondary
Actions Speaks Louder Than Words. ; Tuesday, January 26, 2010
I shall post before i go do my homework :\I think for today i shall post in proper format. :)Physics.went through kinematics today. Mr Wee says stuff that i sometimes dont understand :\POA.Ms Goh came in late.Learnt about Owner's Equity,etc.Speaking of POA, i suddenly remember there's a exercise to do but i left it in the locker lol.Recess with Usuals. Sorry Buddy for making you worried about me, just that i nowadays get upset for nothing. ): At least,PohYong get what i meant. It just come naturally for this year and i dont know why either.After Recess, came the 3 test IN A ROW.English.Compre test. 3 words ; I FLUNKED IT :)i didnt finish the paper which i think was unfair cos it was a 45min lesson so we only have 40min to do while other classes have 55 min? I could have done more questions :\i didnt do 4 compre questions and the whole vocab question. I know i'm slow cos the passage is too chim please.and Thanks Vicky for the words of comfort. It did boost my morale today :DDE Math.Emath topical test.was kind of easy except the fact that a lot people, including me has forgotten what is rational number .__.Chemistry.Chemistry is still the best man. Had Chemistry test. I guess i just crap the whole thing.Since i have forgotten Sec 2 work and some questions i have never seen before.MT.lei lao shi today i think is a ultra machine gun today :\.she talked faster than usual D:I envy Buddy, her chinese so pro DD:When i'm going home I was happy cos of some things and also thought about it. some people in my class only know how to say. 'You are not loner.you are still part of 3e5' . Actions speaks louder than words. And did you even do anything?no. Another person only talk to me for the sake of it.Only when __ read my blog then __ talks to me. after a day, did ___ talk to me again? Never. ___ didnt have any eye contact on me. Thanks a lot okay? Labels: hatred, homework, random, school, secondary
Lazy Fellow. ; Monday, January 25, 2010
Oh my gosh. I almost forgotten to post :O
Will make it a quick post before i go to lala land.
-The Emath Test has been pushed forward to tmr. that means 3 test for tmr DD:-To make matter worst, i was too lazy to study for the test, so i prepare to flunk it.-Speaking of test, i got the highest for the physics diagnostic test. 19/20 . was totally stunned when my name was called. :D-I hate you KangShuo LOL.-I'm still reluctant to go for camp :\-I think i'm gonna flunk Chemistry DD:-I think i'm gonna flunk Emath too. Since Ms Tham say the practices given to us are all fundamental whereas topical test are higher level questions and i always have at least a question in a practice that i do not know how to do. One word ; die :D-There's no training tmr. great i get to go home early :DLabels: boredom, camp, NCC, omg, random, school, secondary, test
Given Up. ; Sunday, January 24, 2010
School's starting tmr again. ._.
Well for the weekends i practically did nothing except watching SNSD's hello baby.
the kyungsan is super cute hahas.
through this show i like tiffany more i also dont know why.
Well, i lazy do my homework but i did halfway already.
My weekends is wasted just like that when i can study for
4 tests next week. ain't it crazy? D:
Tues-Chemistry and Compre test.
Thurs-Math topical test
Fri-Physics Test.
AHHH i think im gonna flunk maths and physics DD:
posted a short post :D
Labels: boredom, random, school, secondary, test, weekends
Awkward. ; Friday, January 22, 2010
I guess i'm feeling much better today. So guys, dont worry :D
-Another week has finally passed. :D
-MT. i knew it. i just passed my chinese diagnostic test. 25/50 . i told myself i either will just pass or fail. and lei lao shi speaks really really fast.
-SS.Finally Mdm Saudah started on a chapter after doing nothing for the pass few lessons except doing the wb.
-POA.Started chapter 2.
-EL. went through the 1999 olvls paper.
-NCC. Saw the sec 1 juniors. recognised andrew lol.
-Some people ask if tmr we can come to touch up on the camp prep. but i felt that if i go there, i will make myself feel lonely as there seem to be a sense of awkwardness between me and the people going. so i chose not to go anymore.
-Save me i have been having hiccups since 7pm between regular intervals. It will stop awhile before it continue again DD:
Labels: camp, NCC, school, secondary
freaking pissed off and breaking down again. ; Thursday, January 21, 2010
I cant seem to describe my feeling right now but i can confirm all my feelings right now are all negative. So, some things im going to post here are quite direct but before that, i shall post about lessons first.
-Chem. Mdm Chan called jagdish mr beautiful eyelashes LOL.
-lei lao shi is still a bullet train.
-EL. talked about oral.
-Oh great. Physics is like greek language to me now.
-Pe did physical conditioning.
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Okay now i'm going to type what i feel about the whole "cold war" thing.
the main aim of the class item is to bond the class together even if other classes' item is the same as us so what? sportmanship comes first winning second.we just do our best and enjoy ourselves during performance.thats the main objective we want to reach.
if you think we can dance better so why all of you get so work up? This also shows that we lack sportsmanship and prove to others that we are sore losers. Is that what all of you want to show?
Irritating the other class? What benefit will you get?Scolding Vulgarities while walking pass the class? will this benefit us? no right? So i really dont get it.
I already dislike 3e5'10 from the starting of the year.. I thought maybe i can change my perspective somehow and kept giving myself chances.. but now i dont think i belong to the class anymore. Does anyone care about my existence and the class have so so so so so many cliques and i now felt that me and sathyasai are one clique now.To be exact, the outcasted clique.
Seriously, i have nothing else to say.
Labels: camp, hatred, school, secondary
Paranoid me. ; Wednesday, January 20, 2010
I guess I'm becoming too paranoid too easily. sigh.
-There's no school today cos its a day off for good Olvls results.
-3E5 need to return to school to prepare sec 3 camp stuff.
-3E6 was there too.
-In the middle of rehearsals, i admit i was really really depressed.But i lied to people who asked me if i am okay.
-I want thank those who really accompany/talk to me.
[Kangshuo,thomas,basyir,marisa,yvonne,edmund]-Pizzas for lunch. too be exact 10 boxes.[Thanks Ms Goh/Ms Soh] i ate 5 :X cos i didnt eat breakfast.
-Enjoyed the rehearsal for boys' performance. Was really damn funny.
-Homed at 3 :)
-School tmr. Sigh..
-13 more days to sec 3 camp DD:
What i want is just a guy friend in my class. 1 would do. This friend must be who i am comfortable with and will always accompany me,chat with me which i can share my thoughts and feelings with and the most importantly, it must come naturally.Sadly, up till now, none actually fufill all of those i have mentioned.None. Apparently, most of them have their own friend to attend to. I'm really scared of sec 3 camp, I really do. How i wish Aylsworth,Wenkiat,YuanDeng,PohYong,Mayreshh either one of them was in my class.i know most of you will say "mingle with them more" or "its takes time" . Its not that i never try to minge with them. It just doesnt work out right. It just a short term solution. Talk to them for awhile and after that? We became as if we're strangers again. "Talk to them more often" . This doesn't work either. I talk to them. They replied a few sentences and he will not talk to me again until i talk to him again. Maybe its because we're sec 3 now and most of them have their own friends which means they tend to stick to their own clique more and tend to neglect the fact that they could actually make another friend. That's how i felt in 3E5 ;Though Im phyisically part of 3/5 but mentally/spiritually not inside. I thought 2009 was already a bad year but 2010? it's worst.Labels: boredom, camp, hatred, random, school, secondary
mixed feelings. ; Monday, January 18, 2010
Maybe i will continue to keep my posts short for weekdays and maybe post a more detailed post during weekends.
-雷老师 speaks really really fast
-Did Spa practical today for chem. I seriously like chem more than physics.
-Did sec 3 camp stuff in innovate room. coming back to school to settle it on wed.
-Physics sucks. bleh. XP
-There's training tmr ...
-More juniors tmr. to be exact,36.
Labels: camp, homework, NCC, random, school, secondary
Weird. ; Sunday, January 17, 2010
Very sleepy. I shall keep this short and sweet.
-Changed CPU to my Sis' . Not used to vista >.<
-Ate at some japanese restaurant near clark quay;robertson quay to celebrate early birthday celebration for my sis since she may have a tight schedule next week.
-Surprised that a sec 1 junior that i took for orientation smsed me just now at around 9.
-Surprised that if our school's NCC allows girls, she want join.
-Surprised that she think say I'm a good senior.[not i bhb hor!] :XX
-I think the CPU only a bit faster bah.
-Gonna sleep already.
Labels: boredom, NCC, random, school, secondary
Witnessing Somewhat the same situation. ; Friday, January 15, 2010
I shall keep it short so i will post it in point form.
-Damn it. Math is getting tougher D:
-Did spontaneous writing during english lesson.
-I love my class tee design. All thanks to Basyir creative idea. :D
-Physics sucks. Its too tough for me D: I prefer chemistry more! :D
-I just realise Mr Wee is kind of thickskinned lol.
-Social Studies was quite alright lol.
-Ups and Downs during NCC, shall not elaborate.
-A week has finally passed,sec 3 camp is drawing near. :D
Labels: camp, NCC, random, school, secondary
Detest me? ; Thursday, January 14, 2010
I shall resume my normal way of posting due to some reasons.
I guess today is quite alright?
Chemistry.
For the first half and hour, mdm chan tested us on the formulas for some compounds which i answered the formula of nitrate wrongly when i memorised it in the morning D:
Mdm Chan gave us 100 formulae to do for homework. I really like chemistry now. Distinction please knock on my door?
POA.
Now i found it easier to remember the 13 concepts :)
A Math.
The more we get into A math, the more i hate it.
why must it be so freaking tough.
Section 3.2 is also tough .b²-4ac!!!!
now i found alphas and betas quite managable.
2 periods of english.
1 and a half period went through english compre.
half a period, ms goh talked 大道理.
which is quite true.
then Lunch
another period of english.
Talked about some things.
watched video clip and did journal on that clip.
the clip was quite inspirational.
PE.
it wasn't too bad.
I talked to Edmund for awhile.
After awhile, KangShuo accompany me for awhile.
Thanks to the both of them.
Off to do my journal and chemistry ws now.
is it just me or are there people who detest me in my class?Labels: hatred, homework, random, reflection, school, secondary
Invisble guy. ; Wednesday, January 13, 2010
[edited @ 9:55pm]Thanks everyone for their advices and really want to thank yvonne for being my listening ear and giving some advices.i will try~!
REPLIES TO TAGS! murni: it is weird...FATIN: (:KRYSTAL: I LOVE AJUMMA KWAH TOO!MEIJUN: Thanks for the advices :)
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Since i felt that putting everything in point saves a lot of time, i shall continue doing that.
1. There's 13 concepts in POA which i doubt i can memorise all of them.
2.Alphas and Betas in A math is driving me nuts.
3.The way how Mr Wee sneezes is hilarious.
4.The amount of content i could write for my summary is worsening..
5. Finally i could use my locker.
6.How i wish i could change class.
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7.There is PE tomorrow and i really dread it since i will be a loner again.Not only PE but any activity that involves outside class i will be a loner.
8.I'm always treated invisible in class. I stress the word A-L-W-A-Y-S.
9.Do i look scary or weird that no ones want to talk to me?
REPLIES TO TAGS:
KRYSTAL: DD:
AMIRA: I dont like both :D
murni: >.< SANDEEP:I dont want to be a loner -.-
AMIRA: Its tough...
YANLI: You're hearing got problem lah... and you lame luh :X
Labels: hatred, random, reflection, replies, school, secondary
I spoke too soon. ; Tuesday, January 12, 2010
I guess i shall follow yitung and post in point form too to save time since i still need finish my A math hw :\
- Chemistry is getting more interesting. 3 Cheers for covalent and ionic bonding.
- I cant seem to complete the Emath Hw Qn 5 correctly. tried like 4 times already and its still wrong. -.-
- I almost doze off during english period today opps.:X Cant help it after sitting for one hour going through summary.
- 雷老师 is like a machine gun when she speaks. but i'm glad i can understand.
- There is phototaking today for IC. Ms Goh say when we're 30 then we can renew our IC. Gosh imagine having that face when your're in your 20s.
- Is it just me or is Ms Goh having traits of Ms Tham? She likes to call me to do things the monitor should do.
- Today practically sucks. I'm a loner again when we're waiting for our turn for the phototaking. Great. Just Great. I can imagine sitting with SathyaSai in the bus heading towards the campsite during Sec 3 Camp.Imagine sitting with him for an hour or two in the bus.
- I may look okay on the outside but I'm seriously not okay at all.
- I have broken down umpteen times today and that's not good.
Reply to tags:
YANNY :] : LOL. whatever.Padang your head.
LOL.
AMIRA: She siao already
hahas.
KRYSTAL: SUPSUP!
Seemin:D : Hello Cement :)
Labels: hatred, random, replies, school, secondary
As time pass, it gets better. ; Monday, January 11, 2010
I'm finally getting to talk to my classmates more often now and became cheerful.
at least this is a good start of the 2nd week in school.
Today the teachers tend to be very funny except Mr Wee i think :X
Chemistry.
Mdm Chan's laptop failed to connect with the projector again for the 2nd time.
Its really hilarious how Mdm Chan communicate with thomas.
learnt ionic bond today.
Somehow i'm enjoying chemistry more than physics. :)
Well i hope i can really get a distinction for chem. :\
SS.
Mdm Saudah was hilarious too.
Cos she kept asking GK questions and we do not know the answer and she was like "Aiyo.You all don't read newspaper one ah? I ask question i answer my own question then i must like good mdm saudah you're so smart" She say that while patting herself. Its like really funny.
She also said "I'm like your mother bird feeding you baby birds" She said that while flapping her arms so funny also.
Recess
took diagnostic test.
i think i will be prepared to be send to english bridging lessons which is so dreadful urgh.
Physics.
Mr Wee went through vernier calipers and micrometer screw gauge.
Homeroon/VIP
Ms goh discussed about Sec 3 Camp stuff.
Really funny hahas.
POA
Ms Goh should be giving olvl results so no lessons :)
Labels: boredom, camp, school, secondary
Emotionally Unstable. ; Saturday, January 09, 2010
The first week of school has finally passed.
It has been a really hectic and emotional week..shall try to adapt to sec 3 life soon.
Well..At least one of my prediction prove me wrong which is the teachers that teaches my class.
I felt that every lesson, they will always try to make that lesson as interesting as possible and also make lame/cold jokes that will eventually make us laugh too.
So all my teachers that teaches my class is considered quite nice (:
Let's move on to today.
Played basketball with nanzheng,hz,ck and their debate senior,shawn and cassandra and shirree with their class people. So you can say i'm the only odd one out there.
Played till around 6+ then went home (:
I dont know why but i became too emotional for little things too easily.I almost cry today when all of them are talking to one another and i sat there smsing yvonne cos i do not want to look as if im really isolated. Is it them or am i getting too emotional too easily?Labels: boredom, hatred, school, secondary, weekends
Attitude. ; Friday, January 08, 2010
Today is kinda a good day i guess.
ms goh has new sitting arangement,in pairs.Sat with danesh for some reason which is to make sure he dont misbehave in class LOL.
Why does all teachers like to put me with someone for a special reason. strange.
Vicky sat beside me. So i guess at least im not that lonely.
Chatted awhile with vicky during recess. thanks yeah :)
At least during physics lesson, danesh actually spoke to me but thats only temporary before we both went quiet again :\
CCA Bazaar was very chaotic. i pity the sec 1s haha.Cant help it. every year would be like that.
Band ownage lor... got instrument LOL.Then the BHB girl keep purposely shout "JOIN BAND"at me hor?LOL...
Really want to thank everyone. felt much better today i guess...
Labels: boredom, CCA Bazzar, NCC, random, reflection, school, secondary
Alienated. ; Thursday, January 07, 2010
Today's lessons were alright i guess?
E Math.
went through yesterday's question. blarblarblar.. nothing much.
MT.
had diagnostic test.
Its kinda difficult for me, i guess?
POA.
Ms Goh CP is nice.
Accounting was kinda fun :)
2 periods of Chemistry.
Did covalent bonding.
worked with jagdish and arif.
was really funny,laughed a lot.
though i still feel awkwardEL.
went through comprehension passage.
Ms Goh SL was kinda funny.
She was trying to give examples of symptoms of obessive-compulsive disorders.
example 1)switches.
"Some people were afraid that they forgotten to off the lights as they were afraid that it might short circuit. Sometimes they check that the switches are working to prevent their house from being burnt down." *walks to the lights switches and flicking it on and off literally.*
example 3)Straight line.
"Some people must walk in a straight line. so everyone in their path must get out of their way."
"ShiHui asks if there is a wall how?"
"They know that there's a wall infront."*Acts as if she was them"
"Omg a wall!" *with the shocked/scared expression"
okay maybe i think its funny though its lame :X
PE.
Took height and weight. im still in the accpetable zone i guess. apparently the machine was not accurate cos of the sensors. Some of my friends were kinda tall but the machine "shrink" them. When its my turn,it reads 164cm and 65kg i tipedtoe a bit and its 165cm wahahahas no one noticed until peilih exposed me but basyir already wrote 165cm :D .
was isolated again.practically stoned there for 15min looking at the boys talking with each other ):Discuss about Sec 3 camp stuff after that.
Then went home at around 6 :)
CCA bazzar tmr ):
During pe just now i almost brokedown like literally. i sat there envious of the people around me with friends to talk to. I'm really scared. I'm really sorry to everyone that is worried about me but im trying really really hard to adapt and try to make new friends ):Labels: boredom, CCA Bazzar, random, reflection, school, secondary
Loner me. ; Wednesday, January 06, 2010
Finally today i can go back to class for lessons :)
Well Ms Goh isn't as bad as i thought though her face looks quite fierce.
First was MT.
sat with buddy :DD
雷老师 was quite nice.
we discussed a topic about neighbourhood schools and prestigious schools.
she was quite funny too.
SS.
Mdm Saudah nominated me as SS rep cos no one freaking volunteered to be one for around
5-10min and she practically looks at the hol. hw which i just handed up and nominated me.
She was really funny with all the actions LOL.
Physics.
Mr Wee taught us Numeric Quantities.
nothing much to talk about so moving on~
A Math.
Ms tham teaching us lol.
spend 30min hearing her talk about admin matters.
spend last half and hour doing simultaneous non-linear equations.
Lunch.
stayed in class,talked to yvonne.
Chem.
Mdm Chan was quite okay.
didn't really do much today.
She is only going to start teaching tmr :)
was released at 3.30pm.
I'm seriously a loner in my class.Apparently today i only talked to Yvonne and Meinah and sometimes Johari.How pathetic is that? I really regretted choosing C as my option.Didn't have any guy friends in my class. All the guys in my class have their own friends to talk to and me? well let's just say my fate is the same as sathyasai. Sorry Sandeep, but i really cant help but emo and worry about being in 3/5 for the next 2 years today.Labels: boredom, homework, random, reflection, school, secondary
What a Day. ; Monday, January 04, 2010
What a magnificent start of Sec 3.
On the first day itself, i already felt the tension and pressure given to us.
Be it academically,cca,council,class etc etc.
Still do not know how good is my form teacher.asked my classmates. some say she's average,some same she sometimes very good sometimes very strict, some say she sucks so i guess i shall experience it by myself on wed :)
i felt that this year is worst than sec 2 and sec 2 year is worst than sec 1 so this conclude that during sec 1 is still the best.Really wish we can turn back time and go back to sec 1. 1E6 is still the best class to be in. I doubt i will enjoy my life in 3E5. 1st day of school and i'm already that stressed.Think about a year.
I hope some of the guesses would be wrong as time passes by.
Labels: hatred, homework, random, school, secondary
So.Not.Ready. ; Sunday, January 03, 2010
went grandma house in the morning.
after that basketball-ed with the usuals.
you should see how hz play. Very epic. :X
School tmr. Helping out with the Sec1 orientation. Going to miss lessons though.
Hope tmr would be fun :\
Although i am going to miss lessons, i still feel very sian x.x
Wonder who my form teacher would be.
Pls, let this not be a naggy one. :>
I'm going to sleep early today. waking up around 5.30am tmr because there's meeting at 6.35am tmr.
Now i have to get used to waking up early in the morning. :\
oo i just remember, going to wear long pants which i think looks fugly on me. D:
done with crapping on this post,trying to make this post longer but i felt that i kind of made it worst by making it more boring :\
Labels: boredom, holidays, random, school, secondary
ending. ; Saturday, January 02, 2010
whoowhoo! I finished my homework already.
i know yanli is jealous LOL.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! :DD
Negative thoughts had been going through my head today.I'm not ready for school.I'm not ready for school.I'm not ready for school. It's going to be a tough year ahead with stress from long hours of lessons in school[till 4.30pm],stress from CCA,stress from council and also adapting to the changes from 6 subjects to 8 subjects.I'm going to have a mental breakdown soon. Labels: holidays, homework, random, reflection, school, secondary
birthdays~ ; Friday, January 01, 2010
Today a lot people birthday so i want to wish....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FREDERICK TOH!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEONG YI SIN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEET CHENG XIANG!
actually not a lot la 3 only LOL.
happy new year once more ^_^Labels: birthday, random
2010!!! ;
HAPPY 2010 PEOPLE!!!!
HAVE AN ENJOYABLE YEAR AHEAD :DDDDD
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