I guess I'm becoming too paranoid too easily. sigh.
-There's no school today cos its a day off for good Olvls results.
-3E5 need to return to school to prepare sec 3 camp stuff.
-3E6 was there too.
-In the middle of rehearsals, i admit i was really really depressed.But i lied to people who asked me if i am okay.
-I want thank those who really accompany/talk to me. [Kangshuo,thomas,basyir,marisa,yvonne,edmund]
-Pizzas for lunch. too be exact 10 boxes.[Thanks Ms Goh/Ms Soh] i ate 5 :X cos i didnt eat breakfast.
-Enjoyed the rehearsal for boys' performance. Was really damn funny.
-Homed at 3 :)
-School tmr. Sigh..
-13 more days to sec 3 camp DD:

What i want is just a guy friend in my class. 1 would do. This friend must be who i am comfortable with and will always accompany me,chat with me which i can share my thoughts and feelings with and the most importantly, it must come naturally.Sadly, up till now, none actually fufill all of those i have mentioned.None. Apparently, most of them have their own friend to attend to. I'm really scared of sec 3 camp, I really do. How i wish Aylsworth,Wenkiat,YuanDeng,PohYong,Mayreshh either one of them was in my class.i know most of you will say "mingle with them more" or "its takes time" . Its not that i never try to minge with them. It just doesnt work out right. It just a short term solution. Talk to them for awhile and after that? We became as if we're strangers again. "Talk to them more often" . This doesn't work either. I talk to them. They replied a few sentences and he will not talk to me again until i talk to him again. Maybe its because we're sec 3 now and most of them have their own friends which means they tend to stick to their own clique more and tend to neglect the fact that they could actually make another friend. That's how i felt in 3E5 ;Though Im phyisically part of 3/5 but mentally/spiritually not inside. I thought 2009 was already a bad year but 2010? it's worst.

Labels: boredom, camp, hatred, random, school, secondary

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I guess I'm becoming too paranoid too easily. sigh.
-There's no school today cos its a day off for good Olvls results.
-3E5 need to return to school to prepare sec 3 camp stuff.
-3E6 was there too.
-In the middle of rehearsals, i admit i was really really depressed.But i lied to people who asked me if i am okay.
-I want thank those who really accompany/talk to me. [Kangshuo,thomas,basyir,marisa,yvonne,edmund]
-Pizzas for lunch. too be exact 10 boxes.[Thanks Ms Goh/Ms Soh] i ate 5 :X cos i didnt eat breakfast.
-Enjoyed the rehearsal for boys' performance. Was really damn funny.
-Homed at 3 :)
-School tmr. Sigh..
-13 more days to sec 3 camp DD:

What i want is just a guy friend in my class. 1 would do. This friend must be who i am comfortable with and will always accompany me,chat with me which i can share my thoughts and feelings with and the most importantly, it must come naturally.Sadly, up till now, none actually fufill all of those i have mentioned.None. Apparently, most of them have their own friend to attend to. I'm really scared of sec 3 camp, I really do. How i wish Aylsworth,Wenkiat,YuanDeng,PohYong,Mayreshh either one of them was in my class.i know most of you will say "mingle with them more" or "its takes time" . Its not that i never try to minge with them. It just doesnt work out right. It just a short term solution. Talk to them for awhile and after that? We became as if we're strangers again. "Talk to them more often" . This doesn't work either. I talk to them. They replied a few sentences and he will not talk to me again until i talk to him again. Maybe its because we're sec 3 now and most of them have their own friends which means they tend to stick to their own clique more and tend to neglect the fact that they could actually make another friend. That's how i felt in 3E5 ;Though Im phyisically part of 3/5 but mentally/spiritually not inside. I thought 2009 was already a bad year but 2010? it's worst.

Labels: boredom, camp, hatred, random, school, secondary